Fitting but not quite comforting....Yet!

"I'm Gonna Find Another You"
by John Mayer
It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you 

Careful what you wish for

My wish for both my brother and sister to be living near me has finally come true. So why am I not jumping up and down in absolute joy over any of this news? Because it comes at the expense of their happiness and painful circumstances...that's why. Selfishly, I have always wanted them to move back so I could have them around when I needed them or wanted them. Now am going to have that and feel awful about it. I wish they were coming back under different circumstances. I think from now on, when I make a wish, I will specify the circumstances in which the wish may occur. I can do that, right? 


I am pretty thrilled to have their company. Thrilled to have someone to walk with. Thrilled to have someone to go to the park with to play frisbee. Thrilled that Jakob and Lauren will be closer...if that's even possible. Simply thrilled!