Epiphany

As I try really hard to hold in the tears while heating up left over macaroni and cheese, I think I realize why I have an overwhelming sense of fear and intense feeling of wanting to cry. I think I realize that these feelings aren't soley due to the break up of my last relationship and loss of probably a most important, meaningful best friendship, but that I am getting back to me again. It's not only scary to me but at the same time it's a sense of relief. I missed me.